A Neutral Day

11th December 09' (Friday)

Yeah... It's a Friday! For the upcoming weekends, I will be all occupied with programs. Thanks to my friends & myself for making it happening hehe...=p

As mentioned in my previous entry, I am getting thinner. Yup, I can see it myself. It all happened because of "Him". Well, I am not those kind of girls who gorge themselves with lots of food & end up being plump. Instead I do not have the appetite to eat anything. I can still remember the last conversation we had during the next day of our break-up, he even advised me not to gorge myself with food. Silly "Him".

I promised I will exercise at least 2 to 3 times in a month. Sweating is a must! I know it's considered less, but better than nothing haha... I know I didn't do much exercise & only know how to eat when I am with you. But do you know that I feel very very happy? It's not the food we ate, but the accompaniment you had for me. You dislike me eating tidbits & instant noodles after my meal. It's unhealthy & you don't wish I will become a plump woman 1 day. It's for my own good. I choose not to listen. Anyway even if I had gain weight, I wouldn't be too plump =x

It's already pointless to mention about whether I am thin or I am plump now, cuz it doesn't matter to you. I am no longer your girlfriend & you are no longer my boyfriend. We are "Single" now. Sometimes when I saw those big bikes which their pillon rider is a female/girlfriend, my thoughts will automatically shifted to you & I instantly. I missed the riding days from you. Will I have a chance to sit on your bike again?

I had my "8 Words" calculated from a geomancer in Jurong West. Some of it are quite accurate, but I advised myself not to take it too seriously, but just treat it as a form of enlightment. What it says about me, I shall list it here :-

1) I behave like a guy attitude. I am a straight forward kind of person who say things very directly & might unintentionally hurt someone. There's some "Xiao Ren" hanging around me.

2) I got a lot of "Tao Hua" beside me. I am someone who knows how to interact with people, not those too quiet kind.

3) The love relationships I had previously is "You Yuan Wu Fen" I must not think too much about it & let everything flows as normal. I am suitable to get married after 30 yrs old, otherwise will end up in divorce if I get married before 30.

4) The career of mine now is doing good. I must not bother too much which I can't see eye to eye. If I think too much, it will affect my health like the heart.

Somehow this is what I can remember hehe... =p