Wishing everyone of you "新年快乐","过好年","恭喜发财","歲歲平安","年年有餘"... Too many auspicious words to say, can't state finish here haha...
My Shu Shu (Dad's 2nd Brother) came over to my house during noon, to "拜年". Shu Shu asked my mum "Today Pei Xin never go out & pak tor?" My mum replied "Not together liao, pik chiar" I did heard it & try to act, as if nothing happens though I am still feeling sad about this issue, sigh.... I know out of concern, they will ask about me & my bf (Sorry, now it's my ex liao) progression. Anyway, just move on.
When they make a move, my parents & I went over to my 7th Kao Fu (Mum's Younger Brother) house as they are holding a buffet lunch/dinner. As usual, all relatives will be here except for some that are still working on this big day, or at overseas. My 2nd Kao Fu elder son (19 years old) bring her girlfriend here for the 1st time. Imagine a 19 year old kid, got girlfriend liao. I only introduce to my relatives when I am 24 years old =x
The buffet was not very nice to eat & still cost so expensive ($900+ leh), waste $$$. It's just those normal food (Rice, Mee-Siam, Lor Hiang, Otah, Vegetables, Spicy Meat, Mutton, Bubur Cha Cha & Fruit Punch). Maybe because it's during CNY period, that' why the charges are expensive.
I always hang around with the kids (My 7th Kao Fu Daughters aged 8 & 12 yrs old) who are my young cousins. Play with them most of the time haha... I felt easier to communicate with the kids. Of cuz I don't mean it's difficult to speak to my other cousins around my age, but I am not good at words, speak a little bit, then quiet liao. Show you some of my pics with them hehe... I also played with their hamsters also haha... Seems like I am not a grown up kid =p
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY
Happy Valentine Day to every couple who are in love, as this is a special day marked for the both of you hehe... I guess as long both of you are in love, everyday can be a Valentine Day also. Now I got no Valentine liao =x
Being a single lady now, I dislike seeing those scene on this special day, whereby every couples on the streets are holding flowers, chocolates, bears in their hands. Makes me remind that I don't have the special someone by my side, sigh...
Way before "Him" & I got together, I will never go out on Valentine Day de. It's not I don't have a unbalance thinking, just seeing every of the couple & me only 1 person or with girlfriends, feel odd leh. Anyway I only celebrated it once & its with "Him" This year better still, save up my $ & no need to crack my brain to buy what special gifts haha... =p
Frankly speaking, the feelings are getting stronger each day as my mind is telling me to think of him lately. By right, it should be the opposite but don't know why it turns out this way. I even cry heartily once again... I know I shouldn't be thinking of him again, as it won't bring him back. But I just can't help it. Worse still, is my tears drop.
Argh... But it's not easy on my side to forget him easily, as I still have feelings for him. If time can turns back, I will learn how to be a better girlfriend. I know it's not only on my side to make the changes, he must also make some changes as well. Hm... Pointless to talk about this now, useless...
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