Sunday, 28 February 2010

A Tired Week

For this whole week, I have been waking up early morning & sleeping late in the late nights. I feel my body warmth & I think I will fall sick soon. Tomorrow will take "Chicken Essence", hope it helps.

From the past entries that I had posted about "Him", I think it shall come to an end now. I mean I don't wish to further explain any longer about the history. What happened has already happened. I will never forget the pain & hurt during the 3 months + of our breakup. I had indeed learned a lot & take things step by step to understand a situation clearly.

Perhaps I am just an ordinary other girl, who has a soft heart & willing to forgive the person whom I love in his own misdeeds. Whatever I had mentioned previously has turn out to be the opposites. I knew no one will give me the encouragement to start this new path, except warnings & the consequences.

The feeling I had now is so uncomfortable & stressful. Things will not work out if I continue to have the uneasy feelings. Maybe it's new, so I can't get used to it. I can only try, try try....

Monday, 22 February 2010

I Must Be Firm & Hold My Stand (Part 2)

He gave a last reply "Don't say so chim. Worry Me". Chim meh? I didn't state any profound words in my last reply. Funny sia =x Anyway, I stop my reply.

A lot of things has been running through my mind. When he mentioned "25th May" (I don't care this is the day or other days), why should I give him a chance in meeting up on the date he required! When I asked him on a day to meet up before, did he fulfill it? NO right??? What rights do you have & still want me to listen to you! If you had given me a chance on that very fateful day, I might be able to considered it. Now? Forget it!!!

If I heed accordingly to what he wants, I am losing my pride! Llosing pride is 1 thing, but I must let myself know I am not a puppet that is controlled by him! He want left & I go left. He want right & I go right or whatever. You think I am that obedient? Yes, I am in the past when we are couples. Now it's different.

Maybe breaking off with me or deleting me away from FB,  I can understand the intentions, though I am not feeling very happy about it. I don't think I am able to forget how he can step into a new relationship that fast. Thinking of "Michelle & Him Together" irks me.

I don't know is he really really realise his mistakes or just bcuz "Michelle" dump him or whatever, he is so alone & need someone to accompany him. I can't say anything also as I am unsure. Even if it's the former for example, knewing your mistakes is 1 thing. Getting back together again  is another thing.

Is he sure he's able to withstand my attitude? Will he changed for my sake? I can't gurantee I will changed for the better, though I am trying. I mean if I were to enter into another relationship, will the same thing happen between us will not happened to my current relationship? I really don't know. Sometimes there's things which is hard to changed. I know it's bad of throwing my temper, wanting you to become a part of me & stick like a super glue. I am already trying to cut down, but that doesn't mean it don't exist. It might exist 1 more time if I am with him again.

Maybe for a fresh start, you can bear with it. How about the long run? If cannot stand it again, dump me one more time? Not only you need to changed, I need to changed also. It takes 2 hands to clap. I felt you are just wanting me, bcuz of wanting me. I am not going to give in so easily.

I knew sms is hard to explain everything. I will not be as heartless as him. I will give him & myself a chance in meeting up 1 day. Not so soon as he requested. I shall make the date, not him. I will not say any ugly words & it's not about patching up but clarfiying things. I want him to feel gulity. If things does not turn out the way we wanted, best still let's be strangers again.

I MUST BE STRONG, FIRM & HOLD MY STAND

I Must Be Firm & Hold My Stand (Part 1)

It's just only a day before, when we exchange our smses. Didn't expect he drop me an sms for today. Well, I just replied what he wants. I don't know should I feel happy or feel awkward between us. Happy in the sense is, what I wanted (Reconcilation - Patch Back & His Regrets) has come true. Awkward is, is this for real or a joke? I don't believe it...

He told me he has learned the hard way, knew his mistakes & will there be any chances given. I was like "Huh... Do you mean a reconcilation?" I took few minutes to think before replying. My fingers are shivering when I am thinking. How could this be? What am I supposed to do now? There's no one, but I can only help myself.

Don't worry. I didn't reply "Yes" even though how much I wanted to be, as I knew things will never be the same again. Neverthless, I gave him a reply "To be frank, I had my mistakes as well. I don't know why you said this way, but there's a reason behind it. There's no returning but only a brand new path of starting afresh, if you truly truly understand & able to accept this circumstances again" .

It seems like the way which I responsded, is going to give him 1 more chance, though I didn't state clearly.

CINDY CINDY!!! WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO???

In the past, when I am pleading for a chance to be given, did he give it? I tried so hard, yet was being rejected!!! The only last thing he given to me, is a phone conversation on our next break off day. Why is it that I am so soft hearted & willing to give him a chance again? Yes, I admit I still had feelings for him, but that doesn't mean I should give him a chance so easily, when he requested it.

I must played it hard! But how to played? I...I don't know how  to react at that point of time. I don't wish to say any hurtful words cuz I know the only thing he hurts me, is breaking off with me. He didn't say anything bad in front of me, when we broke off. Aiyo... I am such a failure, argh!!!!

He seems to be confidence, as he drop me another reply stating there's some trash need to be cleared & am I able to wait for him till 25th May (Our 1st Date). I don't know what trash is he refering too, but he still remember our 1st Date.

I gave him a last reply, yes a last reply. It's a courteous one which I stated "You can clear the trash you wanted. Don't give yourself a limit in the things you need to settle. Just go with the normal flow. Sometimes, things that is being promised, will break it 1 day. Don't force yourself. Don't force yourself. That's all I need to say.

Sunday, 21 February 2010

I Gave 'Him' An Sms (Part 4)

I know I should not feel any pain for him again, as our status is different now. I can't help but feel a bit of it at this time.I don't wish him to be unhappy. I want him to live happily, safe & sound. Even if he really told me he's getting fine on the next realtionship, I know I will be sad (Bcuz he found a new one) but I will be happy as well (He's living happily) Life is not only about love, but surround with lots of things that needs our attention also.

I won't hate or detest him. I only remember the good things about him. What if I hate or detest, will it bring him back to me? Nope, it won't at all. It will only causes more unnegative thinking in my mind & the more I think why I deserve this way, the more hatred I will bring in my heart & become very unhealthy. Maybe its bcuz I do still love him & reminicise on our good times. I don't think I am that noble if he treated me very badly in the past, just like my 4th ex stead, Humph!!!!

Sometimes when I am thinking of his good, I will think of his bad suddenly, especially why he can dump our relationship & get into a new one so immediately? On the good side, he's doing nothing wrong as he & I are no longer together, On the bad side, he's that heartless as he should know very very clearly how I feel for him.

No matter he's happy or unhappy, I should have let him go. The both of us can no longer be with each other. I suddenly find it so hard to be with him again, even if he request to patch back. It will no longer be the same & starting afresh can be so scary. Now I will just enjoy my single life, do as much things as I can or like.

JIAYOU!!!

I Gave 'Him' An Sms (Part 3)

I felt rude on my 3rd sms. But I am saying the fact & perhaps helping him to say what he wants to say to me as well. I mean since he deleted me away from FB, it means he didn't wish to be in contact with me anymore. What for see each other, just bcuz of returning each other stuff? He can ask his friend for help, no need to see my face ma.

Surprsingly, he is not angry with this & the 5th sms. Instead, he continued with the flow of our sms conversation on the 6th sms. By right, he can stop it but didn't. Upon seeing tis 6th sms, my heart softens... I do not hv any hesistation & reply to his question. Pathetic right? I can also stop ma, what for I replied =x

I challenged him on the 7th sms about his love life & he replied on the 8th sms. I thought he will say sumthing nice or wat. But it turns out to be the opposite. I am just so stubborn. What if he says good? Then I will be crying for him again? Sigh...

On the 10th sms, he mentioned this 2 words "Healthy & Happy". I had mistaken this 2 words in his situation now. He's trying to say other then healthy, happy is important as well. I can still say on the 11th sms "Gd to hear you are healthy n happy" Blur Blur Me!

I don't understand what he mean on the wrong path taken. Does it means the path of him & me or the path between his bike life & his current gf? I wanted to make it clear, so on the 11th sms, I asked about tis query. I know I shouldnt say "Whack His Butt" but I did that on purpose, maybe put back some old flames between us again, so he will think of my good haha... (Ok, I know I am a bit 狡滑 making him fall into my love trap)

He didn't answer tis query, but on his job timing. Frankly speaking, I can sense he's very very tired. Maybe he has failed in the relationship with Michelle or others. I don't know also. When there's something not right with him, my heart will feel pain.

I Gave 'Him' An Sms (Part 2)

L : Hw r u lately? Smooth in work?

C : Work is getting busier, but had a week leave till tis Tue, then start work. Hw abt u? Actually I really thought we can purely be frens, but I understand ur intentions. I also dun knw wat to say, but I really really understand. Ur love life muz be fulfilling =)

L : My love life is not fulfilling as u thk. Still the same company? Hw ur parents?

C :  Sorry 2 hear tat ur love life is not fulfilling. A lot of things has its uncertainities. I am trying my best to overcome, arent we? Ya lo, same company. Parents are fine. The most impt thing is every1 of us are healthy.

L : Healthy & happy... I'm also very unsure with my path of walking. Guess I really nd a rest & free myself. I walk the wrong path & thk thre is no way of return. 4get it. Well its gd tat ur company is busy, tat means earning profits.

C : Gd to hear tat u r happy & healthy. Orh... U r so heartless. I mean u mention taking the wrong path. Do u mean u & I? Whack ur butt then u knw. Oops... Sorry. Thre defintely no returning but a brand new 1. I guess u r back to work on  9-5 nxt mth?

L : Brand new path. Congrats on ur brand new path. I m jux me. I m not sure when I go back day shift. 1 or 2 mths time ba.

C : Oic... Thks. U will always be u, the identity wun changed, only the personality =) Hv a great evening. Oh ya, Happy New Year.

End of Our Sms

I Gave "Him' An Sms (Part 1)

I pluck up my courage & sent him an sms today. It's not those 'Hi. Hw hv u been?' or 'I Miss You' (Yes, I Still Do). It's concerning about his & my stuff, that we ought to return to each other. I don't wish at the end of the day which I need to listen to him, on when he's going to return my stuff. I can make a decision 1st.

I had make up my mind, in not wanting my items back. It's just those sleeping clothes & a black watch which the color has faded off. There's only 1 item which I am hesistating in the 1st place but now I shall not want it anymore. The item is 'Full Face Helmet'. The color is exactly the same as his bike & I think it's hard to find one, that fits into the head comfortably.

Well, I only used it less than 5 times & its a expensive one ($180). I used my $ to buy ok =x I wanted to take back in the 1st place, as I don't bear to sell or dispose it. Defintely not bcuz of the $ issue, but it's what I mentioned in the above. I struggled for a long time & then come out with this decision. It will not be an essential item again...

This is how our sms started (It's for my recording purposes here, not meant to show off or anything) : -

C : Cindy        L: Louis

C : Hi. I dun need my clothes & the watch. U can jux dispose it. For the full face helmet, I dun thk I m able to use it in anyway. U can do whatever u like with it. For ur luggage bag, I will ask Meileng (His Best Friend Girlfriend) to help me in returning it to u, if she can. Tat all. Thks. 

L : Never mind. Don't trouble others. I can take it myself. All your items are still with me.

C : Well, I dun thk its necessary to see each other again, jux bcuz of returning each other stuff. Tat is y I suggested tis solution. Can I do it tis way?

L : If u 1 tis way, then I respect ur decision. My intention is to collect frm ur house after 15th of CNY.

C : Its aldy very obvious, since u had delete me away from FB which u mean sumthing & I clearly understand wat gng on. I shall let u knw once again, whether Meileng is able or unable to help. Thks.

I thought he will stop the sms, but surprisingly he didn't & continue instead.

Sunday, 14 February 2010

Happy New Year & Happy Valentine Day

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Wishing everyone of you "新年快乐","过好年","恭喜发财","歲歲平安","年年有餘"... Too many auspicious words to say, can't state finish here haha...

My Shu Shu (Dad's  2nd Brother) came over to my house during noon, to "拜年". Shu Shu asked my mum "Today Pei Xin never go out & pak tor?" My mum replied "Not together liao, pik chiar" I did heard it & try to act, as if nothing happens though I am still feeling sad about this issue, sigh.... I know out of concern, they will ask about me & my bf (Sorry, now it's my ex liao) progression. Anyway, just move on.

When they make a move, my parents & I went over to my 7th Kao Fu (Mum's Younger Brother) house as they are holding a buffet lunch/dinner. As usual, all relatives will be here except for some that are still working on this big day, or at overseas. My 2nd Kao Fu elder son (19 years old) bring her girlfriend here for the 1st time. Imagine a 19 year old kid, got girlfriend liao. I only introduce to my relatives when I am 24 years old =x

The buffet was not very nice to eat & still cost so expensive ($900+ leh), waste $$$. It's just those normal food (Rice, Mee-Siam, Lor Hiang, Otah, Vegetables, Spicy Meat, Mutton, Bubur Cha Cha & Fruit Punch). Maybe because it's during CNY period, that' why the charges are expensive.

I always hang around with the kids (My 7th Kao Fu Daughters aged 8 & 12 yrs old) who are my young cousins. Play with them most of the time haha... I felt easier to communicate with the kids. Of cuz I don't mean it's difficult to speak to my other cousins around my age, but I am not good at words, speak a little bit, then quiet liao. Show you some of my pics with them hehe... I also played with their hamsters also haha... Seems like I am not a grown up kid =p






HAPPY VALENTINE DAY


Happy Valentine Day to every couple who are in love, as this is a special day marked for the both of you hehe... I guess as long both of you are in love, everyday can be a Valentine Day also. Now I got no Valentine liao =x

Being a single lady now, I dislike seeing those scene on this special day, whereby every couples on the streets are holding flowers, chocolates, bears in their hands. Makes me remind that I don't have the special someone by my side, sigh...

Way before "Him" & I got together, I will never go out on Valentine Day de. It's not I don't have a unbalance thinking, just seeing every of the couple & me only 1 person or with girlfriends, feel odd leh. Anyway I only celebrated it once & its with "Him" This year better still, save up my $ & no need to crack my brain to buy what special gifts haha... =p

Frankly speaking, the feelings are getting stronger each day as my mind is telling me to think of him lately. By right, it should be the opposite but don't know why it turns out this way. I even cry heartily once again... I know I shouldn't be thinking of him again, as it won't bring him back. But I just can't help it. Worse still, is my tears drop.

Argh... But it's not easy on my side to forget him easily, as I still have feelings for him. If time can turns back, I will learn how to be a better girlfriend.  I know it's not only on my side to make the changes, he must also make some changes as well. Hm... Pointless to talk about this now, useless...

Friday, 12 February 2010

Nice Pictures From The Web (Part 3)


Retro-Inspired Lamp - Italian design Brand "Kartell"

Fusing a 1970s aesthetic of oversized shade on a bulbous base with disco-metallic magic, this new technoplastic technopolymer (for non-geeks, this simply means high-tech plastic) lamp is also eco-friendly: it illuminates with an energy-saving light bulb.

Called the Cindy (we wonder why? Kartell and designer Ferruccio Laviani think it's a retro, sexy name...um, yes, it's retro-ish),

it comes in super-shiny platinum, bronze, mint green, tangerine, ultramarine, flamingo, gun metal and violet. And its designer-reputation includes a shimmering debut at the Milan Furniture Fair 2009.

Price: Special holiday price of S$280 (RRP S$401.30) each

Where to get it? Space Furniture, 9 Raffles Boulevard, Level 2 Millenia Walk

Tel: 6415 0000

Cindy Comments : Whoa... This lamp is named under my name leh haha... =p




Bodem

A sleek Bodum press in a bold, happy colour is a pretty picker-upper. The award-winning Danish tableware brand is synonymous with quality French presses. And its latest, the Crema collection, is no exception: Each coffee and tea press is made of heat-resistant, temperature-safe borosilicate glass with a plastic frame and lid in lime, purple or pink. The coffee press is available in three-cup (12oz) and eight-cup (34oz) sizes; the tea press holds 34oz.

Price: S$54.80 for the 3-cup coffee maker; S$69.80 for the 8-cup coffee maker; S$84.80 for the tea maker.

Where to get it? Major department stores

Thursday, 11 February 2010

Last Day Of Work

Yeah!!! It's the last day of work today. I managed to clear those work that can be billed. For those unknown, leave it till after Chinese New Year (CNY) ba haha...

Somemore Boss is not in town, better still. It's more quieter though he doesn't call out my name, but usually those managers who need to help out in some reports or something. My Boss is well known for his loud voice (Shouting) & anxious character. What he wants from you, you better quickly take action on it. He's Boss mah, what can we say right? =x

So envy those who had receive their bonuses now & can have extra $ to save or spend. I got to wait till around end of Apr then have it. Don't ask me why, this policy has been embark since I join this company years ago. Of cuz there's something good about it too. When the CNY is over, where all pple has spend some $ away, this is the time my $ roll in haha...

During noon, I went down to the Jurong East 'CITIBANK' & bank in a cheque for my company. There's a financial consultant, who approached me to sign up for the 'CITIBANK' Credit Card. I was fine with it, so I just proceed ahead with the paperwork. After work, I can  just head down to the Boon Lay branch to collect my card immediately. Fast & Efficient wor... =)

Wednesday, 10 February 2010

Nice Pictures From The Web (Part 1)

I am surfing this website http://www.insing.com/ which I click on some of the links & I saw this 4 items which caught my eye haha... But I won't be buying it, it's for pleasure viewing =p



Burberry nova heart mirror key ring, $150

The only heart-shaped item that’s being featured here, the Burberry nova heart mirror key ring is also dual-purpose. Besides being a key ring, it also doubles as a mirror – good for checking the teeth after the salad course to make sure no green bits are stuck in-between. Available in black or red, each patent leather/ PVC key ring measures 7cm across and comes with its own swathe of Burberry trademark Nova check.

Available at Burberry boutiques at ION Orchard, Paragon and Ngee Ann City.




Agnès b.Voyage Tote, $465

If you’re in a situation where funds are limited and you really need to stretch your dollar for the girl in your life, check out the Agnès b.Voyage tote which comes in the colour of love, red. Shaped like a dumpling with cinched sides and patent PVC handles, this little number works best for casual weekends and date nights, which she’ll keep going on with you as long as you get her this bag, that is.

Available at Agnès b boutiques at Raffles City Shopping Centre, Plaza Singapura, Ngee Ann City.



Coach op art leather double billfold, $335

Supple and lush, the new Coach op art leather double billfold is a good option for the man of your life who’s starting a new job. Six credit card slots, two multi-function pockets and two full length double bill compartments mean you’ll never run out of storage options; just don’t over-stuff it. It also comes with its own removable pass case with double I.D inserts – good for both her photos on each side. Need I say more?


Available at Coach boutiques at Paragon, Raffles City Shopping Centre and Takashimaya.


Gucci Paravanda Frida Collection

The collection was named after the Paravanda Frida orchid hybrid cultivated in Singapore. To thank the local Tourism Board for presenting her with the flower, Gucci's creative director Frida Giannini created this special collection exclusively for the country.

Each bag will also come with its own serial number and if you're one of the lucky few to reserve early, you might even get to pick the serial number of your choice! All bags are also embossed with the words 'Singapore Exclusive' that makes it even more special.

My Comment On This Bag : This bag will even look more nicer, if there are no flowers on it. Maybe I don't really like things that are too flowerish. I guess this design is suitable for those who loves flowers =)

Nice Pictures From The Web (Part 2)


Monster Turbine™ in-ear speakers

A collaboration between US-based audio innovator Monster Cable and Lady Gaga did just that.

Known as “Heartbeats by Lady Gaga”, the jewel-inspired earphones have a fashionable appeal with its multi-faceted design and glossy finish. It also comes with an assortment of ear tips to ensure maximum comfort and fit for every wearer. We especially love its flat, tangle resistant cable design, a Monster Cable exclusive feature.

Quality-wise, “Heartbeats by Lady Gaga” is designed to deliver music with sonic clarity and pounding bass.











Heartbeats by Lady Gaga come in red, silver and black and are available at Audio House Marketing, Best Denki, Gramophone, Harvey Norman and HMV at $240 each with a one-year warranty.





Samsung ST 550
What: After many tries, Samsung appears to have created a winner with this stylish and groundbreaking digital camera. Obviously, the thing that hits you first about the Samsung 2View (ST 550) is the dual LCD (front and back) feature. It also comes packing quite a wallop, boasting 12.2 megapixels, 4.6x optical zoom and a 3.5” inch LCD screen featuring the world’s highest resolution at 1,152k.

Why it’s hot: Aside from the red-hot specs above, the features within the camera are literally quite astonishing: Smart user interfaces that let you delete photos simply by making an “X” motion on the LCD screen with your finger, or touch the screen to photograph a desired area; intuitive face recognition; and a kickass folder management system. And it’s great for taking snaps of the young ones; if you want a crying baby to cheer up then turn on the “Children Mode”—where an animation will appear on the front LCD screen of the camera.

Great for: Taking it here, there and everywhere. Compact, lightweight and ergonomically sensible, this has got vacation “must-bring” written all over it.

Ideal for: Camera-whoring couples on their honeymoon Down Under (where else, right?) and teenie boppers who love hanging out at one of those coffee and cake places where post-meal group shots are obligatory.

Get it: $549 from Best Denki, Plaza Singapura






PSP Go


What: Sony PSP hits back with a bold new version.


Why it’s hot: A versatile entertainment kit that’s a perfect upgrade from its predecessor, this PSP does away with discs and cartridges and goes completely digital. It’s small enough to tuck away in your front jeans pocket, light enough to not be cumbersome and cool enough to compete with other casual handheld gaming devices like the iPhone and iPod Touch.


Great for: Catching a movie on a budget flight without an inflight entertainment system. Yup, we’ve all been there—and a PSP Go might make you not even notice the cramped seats. Almost.

Ideal for: Those idling thumbs on the MRT.

Get it: $412 from Sony Style, Orchard Central

Tuesday, 9 February 2010

Dating Fiesta 2010'

For those of you who had read the newspaper & listen to the radio, there's a 'Dating Fiesta' - It's A Date at Suntec City Convention Centre (20th Feb - 10am to 9.30pm)

It's for the "Singles" to mingle & make new friends =) There's lot of activities that you can choose from, but of cuz you will need to pay a fee for it, unless it's those "STAGE PROGRAMMES" that is free hehe... I was very very keen to participate in it & I even wanted to join the whole day package! I guess it must be real fun, meeting & clicking with strangers.

I had never join in this kind of acitivities before & decided to give it a try. I am plucking up my courage to do that. I should be proud of myself haha... I don't mind whether at the end of the day, am I able to get any new contact, it's the fun process which I will be experiencing it & exposing myself. It's a brand new me, trying to hook up with this stuff.

BUT...

Out of a sudden, I changed my mind. Should I join or should I not join? Am I really sure that I will get used to these kind of activities? I am more of a quiet rather then active person. What's the main purpose in joining it? Yup, making friends of the opposite gender or even the same gender as well. Do I need to go to this extent? I don't mind making friends, but is this the suitable way for me?

Maybe it sounds a bit desperate, feels like looking for guys in such a way like that. Well, this is not the main reason that I am hesistating. I.... I... suddenly think of "Him". Is it fair that we are not being together for 3 months only & I can act as if nothing happens, going for this sort of dating games???

Of cuz I don't mean participating in these acitivites, will immediately find a Mr Right & step into a relationship. Somehow I just feel it's not right in doing this, for the time being at least. I know I am being foolish saying these things cuz I & "Him" are no longer together. Both of us has the rights to date another person, why should I & he care about each other feelings when we wanted to find someone new?

He has find "Michelle" for a short period of time. Why can't I? NO. I don't wanna do this! If 1 day, I really ever step into a new relationship again, be sure I truly love the guy & not for other reasons that is either related to him or others.

LOVE is tiring for me now. I had got enough of the sweet & bitterness...

Monday, 8 February 2010

Company's Annual Dinner

It's only held once in a year & every staff (Including the Workers) has this opportunity to have a sumptous meal =)

Well, it's not those grand ballroom (4-5-6 star hotel) that all of us need to dressed up nicely, it was just an ordinary dinner at Tung Lok Restaurant (The Paramount near PP) That's good also, can save up the time from dolling up like a doll doll & wear high heel shoes or gown like that haha... Our company got budget, you know =x

Its a buffet dinner, but it's not those kind which you need to walk around & pick the food yourself. The waiter/waitresses will serve in a big plate for everyone to eat, depending on the dishes in the menu. It's known as "Ala Carte". There's only 3 to 4 items (Eg Buddha Jump Over The Wall, Prawns in different cooking method & .... Sorry I forget liao) which there's only 1 serving per person. For the rest, you can ordered as much as you like.

Not forgetting to order this special dish which is the tossing of "Yu Sheng" Everyone of us toss as high as possible & say out auspicious words. Most of the "Yu Sheng" flew out from the table, including the salmon also haha... Guess they had been tossing too hard =p HUAT ARH!!!

Most of the food is in 'Chinese' style, nothing special in the dishes as it resembles those wedding dinner dishes lor. Since it's a free one, I eat as much as I can. Stomach felt a bit bloated & felt guilty of eating so much food in a day. No worries, I will be doing my exercising again for this week =)

Dinner ends around 10pm +. Overrall, I think I will give a 6/10 ba.

Sunday, 7 February 2010

What Do Your Shoes Say About You

While I was surfing this website http://www.shoppinglifestyle.com/beauty/slideshow/what-do-your-shoes-say-about-you/976/1, the shoes looks very nice!

So I decided to post the pictures here for my pleasuring viewing purposes (Though I do not know what is the price & where is the shop to purchase it) hehe... =p

"We wear them on our feet, but SHOES are very much a part of our signature style"

"The choice of your SHOES gives an inside peek into your personality more than you'd realize"


Take Victoria Beckham for instance, who's developed a serious love affair for her YSL Trib Two pumps.
Twilight" star Kristen Stewart who rocks her uber-cool Converse sneakers on the red carpet.



Classic Pumps are the staple accessories of a successful professional woman. "Your values are basic: Work hard, get paid well, use your brain, value your family and friends, and give back," says Meghan Cleary, author of The Perfect Fit. You are also intelligent, reliable and a loyal friend.

Complete the look: Get down to business with a few classic pant- and skirt-suits in neutral black, gray, navy and khaki that you can mix and match. Top off your ensemble with simple, timeless jewelry -- a pair of pearl or diamond studs, an understated ring or necklace.


Stilettoes

Strut your stuff, girl! If there's one word to sum up your attitude, it's confidence. "You embrace your raw female power, stepping out smartly, never afraid to state what you want," says Cleary. You're a modern woman, but you're also a traditional girl at heart. "An intriguing mix of traditional and modern, deep down you believe in the fact that men provide and women look good."

Complete the look: For work, opt for close-toe stilettoes with an A-line slim-fitting skirt, and matching tapered jacket, and neatly tucked-in blouse. For a vampy night out, team strappy heels with a sexy black LBD or skinny jeans & tee on a weekend day.

Sneakers

"The Sneaker girl is all about cool, but very accessible cool," explains Cleary. You're also very witty, and often pepper your conversation with a bit of ironic or sarcastic humor just for effect.

Complete the look: Try something vintage, like a flared-leg pants with boho tee to go with your sneakers. Add a pop of color with a bright-hued messenger bag.

Mary-Janes

Women who wear these girly shoes,like order and neatness in all things, according to Cleary. But boring you're not! Beneath your prim and proper exterior, you're the quintessential girly girl, and have a great sense of playfulness.

Complete the look: Pair your mary-janes with a crisp blouse and skirt ensemble and accessorize with matching pearl necklace & earrings.


Open-toes

Peep-toe shoes are synonymous with natural flirts. Subtlety is sexy, but you already knew it! "Wherever you are off to, you usually make a sassy entrance with your shiny open-toe heels that tilt you just a little forward, put an extra zing in your walk, and give onlookers a tiny peek of the toe cleavage."

Complete the look: Show off your shape in a fitted V-neck blouse & a full waist-accuentuating skirt matched with a pair of sexy peep toes.


Cowboy Boots

Cowboy boot girls are inherently confident ladies. They know what they like and follow their passion instead of conforming to stereotypes. They also have an intensity that run deep: "Your penetrating eyes get to the bottom of things, even in the most casual conversation," says Cleary.

Complete the look: Complement those boots with boho "The No. 1 wardrobe essential for you should be jeans," says Cleary. Try a hip-hugging, low-riding denim to show off your womanly curves. Or team with a long, flowing dress or skirt for boho-chic.

Monday, 1 February 2010

1st February 2010'

Ooh... January has ended. Today is such a busy busy day!

1st day of a new month, is always that busy. As usual, my desk is cluttered with papers here & there. Since its only the 1st day, there's nothing to rush for billing. Take it slowly hehe... =p

I heard from my superior, that my boss mentioned about moving to another new area of our office/warehouse. It's going to be split into 2 places, whereby office & warehouse will be seperated individually.

If this is the case, that means out customers will not have the chance to take loose goods, since the warehouse will be located at the train station, for our core products which is the boards. All other items will arrived by M'sia truck (That can include the boards as well).

Tuas area is indeed too far & causes some inconveniences for travelling, as it consumes much more time then the central zones. Perhaps our new office area will be around Bukit Batok. This plan will start to execute on the month of July. Boss has even found an property agent who is one of our distributor boss wife. Hm... I wonder will this plan really come true.

My boss is those kind of person who say 1 thing today & say another thing tomorrow. Furthermore, he likes to boost (Show-Off) & only know how to ask people to do things quickly. To him, its easy cuz he's using his mouth, not hands.

Even if you done arrcordingly to what he wants, he don't appreciate & take it for granted. Once in a while, he will criticise on your faults. Other then that, I see the way how he treats his boss (Our GM), its like so fake lor. It makes me think of a servant serving the Majesty =x

Anyway, I had seen his true colors. What to do, he's my boss & I need to put on a mask even if I don't like it.