7th January 2010' (Thursday)
Though you had delete me away from your facebook list, somehow I am still able to know how have you been doing lately, The photos of your biker friends show it all.
You have been mixing with them quite often & "Michelle" will always appear in the picture. My mind is confused! You placed a shoutout before "Single = Freedom" after we broke off. How can it be when you are gaining a "Singlehood Freedom" now but yet you entered into a relationship again? It's impossible!
But I can't help myself thinking that you & Michelle are one item after seeing all the pictures which as long you are in, she's also in. There must be a reason for you to delete me from fb. Are you hiding something & don't wish to let me know? Based on my feel, its 80% you & Michelle are couples.It's still not considered the truth yet, as its based on my feel, no one has tell me about this.
This time round, I asked Celine again as I seen the both of them in the picture. Celine seems to act blur & said she still don't know who is Michelle. I was like "Hm... You & Her are in the picture beside together". Celine said "Wait. I go & check". While waiting for her reply, I was a bit suspicious of Celine.
How can she not know who is Michelle, especially the whole group of you are out together. I mean even if this is the 1st time you knew her, you couldn't possible forget her, especially all of you know that Louis & I are no longer together & a new girl has appeared, you should be more curious/attentive isn't it?
I shoot her with more questions asking" Is Michelle Louis new gf? Are they holding hands together? Is Michelle Louis pillion again? I know I seems rude evading Louis privacy, by asking Celine who shouldnt be involved in it. I don't care much, I just shoot whatever I 1 2 ask. Celine is still acting blur & said "Ya lor. I think they just started not long ago, maybe have hold hands ba. Ya, she is his pillion".
When I see this reply, my mind thinking was "Holding hands can be seen clearly. How can you be sure or not sure of this action between them & say 'Maybe'?"
I was so anxious on this question answer but yet she said a bit, don't say a bit. I was feeling a bit frustating. But I keep my cool & know I should not ask any more questions again & say Thanks for telling. Celine was ok with it & ask me to move on with life while explaning she understands how I feel as she has went through this breakup thing.
From here, I knew Michelle & Louis are an item. There's no reaction at all. I mean I didn't cry & ask why he left me & yet he can step in into another relationship easily. Maybe I already knew what's the answer like but I just insist I want to hear from other people mouth. As Celine was saying a bit & don't say a bit in the 1st place, it's not that I don't trust her, but I can't just hear from his biker friend side, I also want to hear from his best friend side. I know I am stuborn but I insist it!
I drop a message to 'Meileng' asking "I think Louis has a new girlfriend right? Don't worry, you can tell me the truth. I can take it" .She replied "Ya. The girl name is "Michelle". Heard that the both of them are going out together, but don't know official a not". I didn't even mentioned this "Michelle" name & yet Meileng has told me about this person existence. I... I... was speechless.
