The 2nd Month of Our Breakup

7th January 2010' (Thursday)

This entry is dedicated to him : -

It's the the 2nd month of our breakup. There's nothing to celebrate for sure, but I will not forget the day when you left me.

Surprisingly when I step out from my house, I saw 'Ang Mo' (A Cat) at my neighbour's corridor. He's such a cutie & I fed him with some cat food. *Meow Meow* When I still can't get over you during that time, I had a heart talk with 'Ang Mo' at my house downstairs.

I understand it's a cat, not a human being. But I do not wish to disturb my friends with my sad predicament on the phone or even in person, as I know I will cry until very seriously. So I choose 'Ang Mo'. I told him how we know each other in the 1st place & how you left me.

I talked a lot, a lot, a lot with my tears flowing bit by bit.
He seems to understand me & wail his tail towards my butt, consoling me like that. This action touches me...

A cat is aren't able to give me advice or probably don't really understand what human being says, but somehow I think they can feel the emotions. 'Ang Mo' feel it & I am glad he didn't run away hehe...

God seems to know that today will be a sad day for me, so its raining very heavily in the morning. The rain are just like my tears, keep on falling non-stop.

Now you didn't leave me any glimpse of hope, all is already over & destroyed. I promised myself that I will lead my life better, even without you. Thanks for giving me all the happiness we had during our 1 yr + relationship. I believe 1 day, when we see each other, I will welcome you with a smile & not my tears.