A Dream Of Him

8th January 2010' (Friday)

It's been a long time that I didn't have any dreams, until today I dream of "Him".

This dream is a sad & funny one. I shall start it now : -

He came & pack his stuff. He does not have a round face anymore, instead it become an oval face. His skin becomes very fair. The worse thing is, he resembles Jasmine Seah haha... I am doubting, is he "Louis" or other guy. He didn't exchange any words with me, except a smile. I... wanted to opem my mouth & speak to him, but I was hesistating. Anyway in the end, I did open my mouth & speak to him. The words is "How Are You?".

He did replied me & our conversation continues whether is there any chance, we can get back together again. I am the one who asked this, defintely not him. He says its impossible, since we had reached this breakup stage. He's planning to move in to M'sia & will not come back to Spore again. I was speechless & then I can't control my tears & cried heavily. I keep on saying "Sorry" as I know he don't like me to cry, but I can't control...

In the end, he left. Suddenly I saw him in the TV which is a drama show. He was with 3 to 4 guy friends lying on a bed & his head was stab with 4 syringes. He talks the most loudest! This time round, this image of him is the real him. I mean a round face of his =)

When I woke up from this dream, I realised I didnt cry in the dream, but I was crying in reality as my eyes & face is wet with my tears. I guess I have been thinking of him lately in the morning, that's why I even dream of him at night.

Can't imagine why I had this funny dream of him which looks like Jasmine Seah & the 4 syringes that his head was stabbed with. It's like no logic haha...