9th January 2010' (Saturday)
I was supposed to have my facial ,but I suddenly fall sick (A bit feverish, sorethroat, blocked nose) so I cancelled it.
Last month, I didn't go to Bugis Temple & offer my prayings. No matter how sick I am, this time I must go down there, just in case I get busy again for the upcoming weekends. I was really not feeling well, but I can still hang onto it. I pray for a divination lot about "Love" Before I pray for it, I got a initution it will be a bad one. True enough, it's a bad lot.
At that moment, my mood was calmless. I didn't have the energy to be angry or what. I just prayed very sincerely to the God & told God about the problems that happened between the both of us. I still have a very very little wish, maybe we can get back together. I know its stupid to think of this way but I still wished for it.
The "Lot" mentioned : - Trying to put out the fire by means of wood. The fire even turns bigger. One's thought dwell on 1000 other things. One day one realise that it is futile. Be quiet & calm & all will be well.
It's very very true. I should not think of it anymore. I really really didn't think much as what I did in the past. But I can't possible erase off everything all at once, so sometimes I will still think a little =x
After this, I wanted to go home & have a rest. I even rejected Jennie date at AMK hub. Sorry Girl... Next time date you out again ok hehe... =p But in the end, I didn't went home but went to Suntec City with my mum instead, as there's a cheap vaccumm cleaner $39.90 & today is the last day, so no choice lor.
End up also didn't buy cuz it's not nice to use, waste my time =x Instead of boarding the train home, we decided to take Bus No.61 as it's reaches our house bus stop, no need to walk a long distance to home. Wait for the bus at least 30 minutes, still haven come & I start to lose my patience. All the other buses that came has already appeared for the 4th time.
I don't care who is around me & I shout out "CB". I really can't stand it! Maybe I am also feeling tired & wish to go home early, but end up wait for so long......
I don't wish to wait for the Bus No. 61 anymore. I took another bus (No.145) that can reach my home as well, just that need to walk only. I wonder where is that stupid bus. Tired...
Saturday, 9 January 2010
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