Rainy Days In The Morning

It's been raining in the morning for the past consecutive 3 days.

How I wish I dun need to report for work & stay in bed with my pillow, bolster & blanket hehe...=p

I like rainy days, especially when it can calm down a person's mind & reminisce the past with a smile or a tear. Of cuz I dun mean in the day, you can't smile or cry, but only when it's raining, it can slow down the fast pace of our thinking in the day.

Time travels too fast, that sometimes we didnt have time to think who are we grateful for or what we had learned in the past.

My life has took another turn, after I had become single again. "No Pain No Gain" heard of this quote? I don't know if its my real-self or the circumstances that force me to take a new path. Be it either 1 of them or both, I did "Gain" something more, even I "Lose" something as well.

I am enjoying my singlehood now, do what I like & have more free time then before. I even give a try on things I had never done at all or should I say only do it for a few times only.

Eg Attending classical music concert, walking/jogging in a week, can watch movie or going out alone at times, visiting the temple more often, reading self improvement books, listening bossa nova sonngs, planning to become a volunteer, join photography courses, trying to love arts, either train to sing in a good voice or strumming a guitar......

That's what I can remember for now haha... Love is not everything, it only contains a part. Every small little part combines & then become oneself. Though there are times which I do still miss, hate, or hv numb feelings towards him, all memories can only be buried in the heart.

Anyway, there's no point raking up the past again, let the wind blows away. Woo.... =p

Most importantly is blessed my family with good health & spend more quality time with them. Without them, I will not be here today.