A Brand New Start On This Day

'1st Mar 2010' is a brand new start for "Louis & Cindy (Me)". It's a big step out on the new journey ahead.

This is my final decision & I am clear headed in the choice I had make. The feelings of confusion has slowly dissapeared & the confidence of building up our love once again, will slowly escalate. I knew it's not an easy road to travel. Since I had choosen this path, I shall walk through it & fight against all obstacles.

There is no promises to anything in the world, just like no free lunch haha... There's a price or something you need to pay & return.

Dear God,

"Give me the strength in the things I need to do, so I can achieve well & lessen the mistakes that I committ. I promise I will become a more better me. The road will be full of obstacles, let me take a deep breathe & think of proper ways to solve the solution.

When I am angry, I shall walk away to cool myself down. Being tempermental doesn't help, it will only make things worse. Forgiveness is a way of putting things down & letting it go, while the experiencing part still exists. I will not force myself to lead the way & shall follow accordingly to my comfortable level. Let's things become much more better"

Don't misunderstand that I am going to become a Christian. But I did a bought a book before that is related to Chrisitianty (Sorry, I know wrong spelling), & the quotes are meaningful which makes me ponder. I will still visit the both temples once in a month to remove my sins & tell God what have I done or wish for. May peace be with everyone =)